The Wasteland: Alternate Ending Edition
This could easily be the earliest “re-post” post ever. At least in these parts. But here’s the thing. I got stumped the other day finishing up The Wasteland. The desert place caught up with me, leaving me a little dry around the edges. I’m not one who often asks for help; too proud for that.
But I did something here I’ve never done before. I asked you to finish the post for me.
And some of you did just that. With cool, refreshing words that filled me up.
But I know not all of you have the chance to come back and splash around in the comments. I didn’t want you to miss out on this chance to soak up the liquid sunshine these readers poured out.
So put on your galoshes and open your umbrellas:
The Wasteland: Alternate Ending Edition.
(And you can still weigh in if you didn’t get a chance the first time around.)
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Parched. Desolate. Impoverished.
Depleted.
This is barren. This is the wasteland.
This is the woman, standing lifeless in withering field, sunscorched. Hands crack open as she labors to find life among brittle stalks, knowing she will never labor to bring life from her own womb, dry and fruitless as this desolate soil.
This woman is nameless, faceless. Known to us even today only as Samson’s mother.
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Hot wind mixed sand with sweat, and the grit scored her cheek as she wiped at it with a caked hand. She was in no state to meet the stranger who appeared beside her as she worked.
He was awesome, this man of God. He looked just like an angel, she told her husband. He was awesome, and she, humble. So much so that she neglected to ask him his name. Or from where he came.
She knew only that he brought news. News she desperately wanted, but never expected, to hear.
You are sterile and childless, but you are going to conceive and have a son. (Judges 13:3)
Baked soil widened its cracks to receive the rainshower as wilting leaves strained upwards to catch tiny droplets and carry them to the roots. The woman pried open her heart to welcome this life into her desolate place.
Manoah, Samson’s father, prepared a sacrifice. They would bear fruit after all, his dry fields and parched wife.
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God, it seems, draws to the arid places. To ones who split open and bleed in the desert sun.
Walk back through Israel’s story, and you’ll see Him come to those such as Samson’s mother. To those who languished for years with no children. They were scorned by their neighbors. Suspected of some secret sin, believed to be under the curse.
They wept into pillows in the dark of night while their husbands sought out more fertile ground for their seed.
They concocted crazy plans, sidestepped God’s direction, nursed jealousy and swallowed bitter pills. They waited, they watched, and they prayed while each day took them further from the promise.
But God came to those broken places. He inserted those women right smack in the middle of redemptive history.
To Sarai, after she sent Abram to sleep with her maidservant, He brought Isaac. Isaac would be the first in that vast nation God promised, the first of his descendants too numerous to count.
To Rebekah, after twenty years of marriage, He brought Jacob, and Esau, his twin. Jacob would be the father of the nation of Israel, spawning the twelve tribes.
To Rachel, after she waited fourteen years to be Jacob’s bride, and after she watched her older sister bear him six sons and a daughter and surrogates bear him four more, He brought Joseph (she would die bringing Benjamin into this life). Joseph would become a ruler in a far away place, saving Jacob’s descendants and moving history forward again.
To Hannah, after she endured years of provocation from her husband’s other, fruitful wife, He brought Samuel. Samuel would crown David the king of Israel.
And to Elizabeth, after she reached an age far too advanced to bear children, He brought John. John would go before and prepare the way for Messiah.
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He came to those broken places. While all around them men and women made their families, produced their offspring, He came to those who could not bring forth life on their own.
In the most unexpected of places. To the most broken and desolate and hungry, He came. He came and birthed in them what none other could dream to do.
He comes to us in our brokenness. In our desolation.
Not when we are hidden in the clutter of plenty, but when we are cracked open and exposed in our lack.
And He whispers to us in that desert place,
Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn, for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek, for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled. (Matt. 5:3-6)
Blessed are the barren, who have nothing to give on their own.
For they will ______________________________________________.
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Nancy (find Nancy at Treasures of Darkness) said this:
Blessed are the barren, who have nothing to give on their own, for they will
. . . be fruitful. Nothing of their own to give, only the fruit of heaven which “He came and birthed in them what none other could dream to do.”
Jennifer D. (find Jennifer at More than Just Adam’s Rib) said this:
Blessed are the barren, who have nothing to give on their own, for they will
. . . learn to be thankful for even the tiniest of blessings. As one who lived these women’s stories for 6 years, my barrenness taught me how to be thankful even when my prayers aren’t answered. Thankfulness — the ability to see life’s small blessings that most miss — they’re blessings in themselves.
Deb (find Deb at He Gave Me a Dream) said this:
Blessed are the barren, who have nothing to give on their own, for they will
. . . have their emptiness removed. Their shame. Their brokenness.
Because there are different kinds of barrenness. And brokenness.
And that’s what He does for us.
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Thanks to all of you for adding cool water where I simply could not. And if you’d like to jump in, you can still add your refreshing thoughts in the comments.








Well Lyla,
This one has had me stumped for a few days… being someone who miscarried a few years ago and still have no children of my own. I struggle with this at times- some times I see the blessing other times I see the emptiness.
However- what I have learned through my experience is..
Blessed are the barren, who have nothing to give on their own.
For they will experience birth of a different kind. Birth of the ability to comfort a grieving women who has traveleled this same path…knowing the terrain. Birth to the seeds that I plant in the children of the youth group I help lead. Birth to each new day that the Lord blesses me with.
Thank you, Lyla for throwing this out there and making me think long and hard about it.
2009/08/05 at 6:53 PM
Oh, Julie. What perspective. Email coming your way.
2009/08/05 at 9:53 PM